Thursday, 24 November 2016

Clearing Unpublished Posts


I was checking the drafts on my blog and found this. T_T This was when Juhd was about a year, I think because I was heavily pregnant with Qomar. Looking at his baby pictures makes me so emotionalT_T He was so chubby here I can't even!!

Now that baby number 3 is 4 months away, I feel even more overwhelmed! Huwaaaa where on earth did the time go?! My children are growing so fast and I feel so old! Okay this is probably my hormones talking so I should just stop now. 

T_T 
*sambung nangis*



xoxo

Australia Part 2 : Aidilfitri 2016 & Auburn


Okay to be completely honest, I totally forgot the exact sequence of the places we went to but I'll try my best okay! Also, if I got any of the places/names wrong please correct me-__-

So we arrived in Sydney about 3 days before Eid Ul Fitri and thought let's just go sight seeing, buy some groceries and maybe go for a walk at the nearby park. We celebrated Eid at the Sydney Malaysian Hall and got to meet lots of Malaysians studying/living in Sydney! I even bumped into one of my former lecturer there. It was such a sweet reunion!

Pagi Raya

Family Portrait:)

With my mom, brothers and younger sister. And of course the kiddos and hubsy

Take 350 T_T

The day before we went sight seeing around the town, teman my mom pergi beli pinggan mangkuk, and went to the park. Oh God lambat sangat update dah tak ingat the names of all these places we went to.




After the first day of raya, we went to Cogee Beach. The beach was about 5-10 minutes from our airbnb home in Kingsford. Great place to visit if you have small children because of it's location. I think this was one of the most beautiful beaches I've been to. Breathtaking view and the weather was perfect. Oh and it was clean, not something you would see in our Malaysian public beaches very often ey?(sad, i know)


Compulsory OOTD haha
With my little moon pie<3

We also went to Auburn on the same day, which was about 40-50 minutes drive from Kingsford if I remember correctly. Stopped for Zohor prayer at the Auburn Gallipoli Mosque. The mosque is a slightly modernized example of Ottoman architecture. The interior is decorated with intricate calligraphy and geometric motifs.





Believe it or not, this is actually a mosque! The absence of typical mosque components such as minarets, domes and such make it rather unique. And I'm a huuuuuge fan of the marble finish! Less is definitely more.


To be continued....


Sunday, 28 August 2016

Australia Part 1 : Kuala Lumpur to Sydney


Last July, my family and I traveled to Sydney for a duration of 2 weeks. My mom had actually planned this trip for a while but since it involved different families with clashing schedules, it was kind of an on-again-off-again trip plan. By some miracle, we managed to get our whole family in Sydney even though we departed at different dates. Haha. Huge thanks to my mom for always getting us together for the best family trips ever!! She's the adventurous type and loves to travel, so lucky us! Love you ummi!!<3



Anyway, we booked our flight tickets quite late(about a month or so before date of departure) so our ticket rate was expensive( about RM2600 return ticket). We booked our tickets via Malaysia Airlines. My husband, the kids and I departed from KLIA together with my mom, dad, and the other single siblings(lol) on the 3rd of July. Thank God the flight was in the morning so the kids slept through the first half of the flight(you know how kids can be on flights right? phew!) Going through airport procedures with the kiddos was the most challenging part though but let's just skip that part.

We got aisle seats on the flight and there was another passenger sitting next to my husband. Luckily one of the kind stewardess offered him to change seats with an empty spot somewhere else so instead of 3 seats, we got 4(infants don't get seats obviously). With 4 seats, Juhd could sleep more comfortably and I was relieved even though I had a hard time getting comfortable especially when breastfeeding Qomar on the plane. Nevertheless, I would consider it to be a smooth flight because both the kids were quite calm and sleepy most of the time. I feel sorry for the passenger sitting in front of  Juhd though because Juhd kept kicking his seat from behindT_T. Luckily the man didn't seem to mind.



We arrived at Sydney Airport at around 8pm at night. It was winter so the weather was rather chilly, but not as cold as some other countries. personally for me, I felt like Australian winter is like a spring day in England. I guess it's because it was mostly sunny during the day. Temperatures only get really cold during the night.

We reached our Airbnb home in Kingsford rather late, settled in before going to bed. This was our cozy Airbnb home during the day. It was a one storey house with 3 bedrooms and two bathrooms. My sister was the one in charge of booking the place so I don't quite remember the rates. But I think it was around RM900 per night. It was the perfect house for us, and more importantly, was located near to all the tourist attractions in Sydney. It was a 15-20-minute drive to the city. My favorite part of the house was of course the kitchen!

The open kitchen + living room


 Living room

 The backyard had a laundry room cum store room. There was also a huge trampoline which the kids really loved!


 This was the shared bothroom

 Lounge area/TV room

 Masterbedroom. I forgot to take photos of the other two rooms, sorry!

The bathroom inside the masterbedroom

Homecooked Lamb kabsah, Bamia, fried chicken and samosas on the first day in Sydney

Homecooked lasagna, pizza, halal beef 'bacon', cherries and strawberries on the second day.
We didn't really go anywhere on the first day except Coles, Kmart, halal meat shop and the fish market to stock up on food and groceries. Most of the time we cooked our food at home and brought it with us whenever we went out. I'll share more on where we went to the next day in another post mmkay?

Till then!
xoxo






Friday, 26 August 2016

How I Came To Realize My Son Had Autism.


Juhd was born normally (vacuum assisted) at 41 weeks. He didn't have any complications during birth except that he didn't cry when he came out and the doctor told me that he had swallowed meconium(feces of a newborn). He had a little bit of jaundice but recovered quickly and was basically a healthy baby boy.

His first few months of life were completely normal, he smiled, he laughed, responded to touch and expressions. The only thing we struggled at that particular time was the sleepless nights because he would be very difficult to calm and would cry a lot for a long period of time(which is completely normal for newborns) but it continued for many more months. He never could adapt to a certain sleeping pattern. Still at the time, we felt that it was completely normal and that maybe it was US who sucked at parenting, since Juhd is our first child.

He reached all his milestones on time. He started to sit at 5 months, crawl at 7 months, and started walking at the age of 9 months, which is considered quite early. At the age of 1 year plus, he started to imitate some words the we spoke at home like "No,No,No.." and "apa kaba"..he seemed to develop according to his age so we really did not expect that he had any problems. At this age, the thing that we did struggle with was still his lack of sleep and also bringing him to public places where there would be a lot of people. He would easily get irritated very very quickly at malls or any place that was crowded. He would scream and throw tantrums, so we could never get ourselves to spend more than an hour or two outside in public spaces. But again, we thought is was just us being new parents who didn't quite know how to handle a baby in public.

My mom had a few times told me that there was something different about Juhd and suggested that I look up on possibilities of Autism. I completely ignored that idea and reassured myself that he was perfectly normal. I was in a complete state of denial and was very defensive on the subject.

But things changed as he grew older. I started noticing the changes in his behavior. He would run in circles repeatedly, toe walking, he would also flap his hands whenever he was excited or irritated. He banged his head a lot on the wall. He had very little eye contact, or would avoid eye contact as much as possible. He didn't respond to his name being called. But the most worrying thing at that time was that he started regressing(losing the skills he once had) He would't imitate any more words or never said any of the words he had spoken in his earlier development. He went back to babbling. It seemed like he was just going backwards. Brushing his teeth and getting him to shower would prove to be a really difficult task for us. At weddings or family gatherings, he would play on his own and never mixed with other kids. Often he would suddenly laugh or cry at inappropriate times.

So I started reading about Autism and the more I read, the more I thought to myself 'wow, how can these writers know my son so well' and 'this is so him'. I started crying. I blamed myself. I questioned my parenting. I thought many times did I cause this? What did I do wrong. I'm a bad parent. If I had done things differently maybe he wouldn't be like this. I cried and cried because I didn't fully understand what was going on and still didn't understand this disorder completely. I was worried as to what the future holds for him. I was disappointed in myself. But my mom, husband and family members all gave me and Juhd their full support and would always help any way they could.


Then I started taking to one of my bestfriends about Juhd since she happened to be a speech therapist who deals with children with special needs on a daily basis. I asked her a lot of questions and she assured me that it was ok. And that despite Juhd being Autistic or not, it was more important that I seek early intervention through therapy. Even if a child isn't autistic but has sensory issues like Juhd, he should still go through therapy because it will help him cope better and lessen some symptoms. She advised me to wait until Juhd turns 3 to get a proper diagnosis because a diagnosis at that age would prove to be a more accurate one, since some children are just late bloomers or it might just be speech delay, but not Autism. She advised me to take Juhd for occupational therapy while we wait for him to turn 3. And that's what we did.

Therapy not only did help Juhd, but it helped us tremendously as parents to understand what Autism really was and helped us a lot in understanding why Juhd does what he does. He showed a little bit of improvement especially in his eye contact which to us was a huuuuuuge success.

Finally after his 3rd birthday, we scheduled him for a diagnosis. The results showed that he did have ASD(Autism Spectrum Disorder). Juhd is somewhere in the middle of the spectrum. It's called 'spectrum' because each child with Autism is very, very different. There is no 'typical' type of Autism. Some children have severe Autism, some have moderate Autism(like in Juhd's case) and some have mild Autism. Because the severity degree of their symptoms differ from one child to the other.


I didn't have much reaction to his diagnosis because I knew deep down in my heart already that Juhd IS Autistic and that it's OK. Because I'm already enlightened about the disorder. I'm not sad anymore because I know what to do now to make things easier for him. The worst thing that could happen to an Autistic child is his/her parents ignorance. The earlier we accept and learn the truth about Autism, the more we can help our children at having a better life. After all. Autism is not a tragedy, ignorance and denial is.

Autism awareness is very important to educate the public so that they can accept and know how to deal with Autism in the best way possible. Feel free to read more on what Autism is in one of my earlier posts HERE


Till then!
xoxo

Saturday, 18 June 2016

Ramadhan Kareem


First off, I hope it's not too late to wish everyone Ramadhan Kareem! It's been a beautiful Ramadhan so far for me and my family, Alhamdulillah. I've been under the weather these past few days but still managed to keep fasting, Alhamdulillah. The weather here in Malaysia has also been a little weird, with alternating super hot days and rainy cold days. But then again maybe it's just me.

Since the weather has been pretty gloomy, I thought I had to wear something bright and colourful to lift up my mood a little, ya know? So I went with this Qawsar marble jubah from HijriaHome. It's the perfect combination of pinks(I usually don't like too much pink) and purples. I'm also very picky with prints but totally in love with the marble print trend. 

HijriaHome provides a great range of Muslimah clothing catering for sizes S-8XL. Yes they have beautiful dresses and jubahs for plus size!! I just browsed through their Raya Collection catalog and everything was so pretty. The dresses are all wudu' and breastfeeding-friendly. Super comfortable material(cooling for the hot Malaysian weather), not sheer even without lining. if you guys want to see the collection up-close you can always drop by their store in Bangi and Shah Alam!







For more just check out their social media accounts:
Facebook : HijriaHome
Instagram : @hijriahome


Till then! Selamat Berpuasa!!
xoxo